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Life is just a trip...

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My Sect
Sunni
Religiousness
Religious
My Profession
Business
Marital Status
Anulled
County/State
Aden
Country
Yemen
Registration Reason
I'm registering to find myself a partner

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A Little Bit About Me
we're should I start 
whut I'm about to say will be deep from the heart
in 2007 I felt like I was in haven 
crying in mecca next to the kabah hopeing I'll be forgiven 
every day I'm beggin 
beggin Allah to accept my repenting 
but years have passed and lately I bin slipping 
life is a trip and lately I bin tripping 
my tears have bin dripping 
an my heart has bin ripping 
I walk around bleeding from the inside out 
knifes in my chest in back that I can't pullout 
never ending pain I can't wipeout 
there's no vally of love 
just a vally of drought 
still there's this thought but mind filled with dout that this vally will never rain 
I'm at the edge of going insane 
holding on my brain 
when will I stand under dark clouds an heavy rain 
how long will this pain remain inside my chest 
I turn to the almighty destressed an depressed 
I confessed my life of sin 
hopeing a new chapter I can begin 
hopeing maybe paradise I would win 
but still I'm at war with the demons within 
an all theses poetry words is making my head spin 
everyday death is closeing in 
there's no tears in my eyes
there's nobody playing the violin 
my skin is burning knowing some triels can be backbreaking 
my story is long and the clock is ticking 
sorry for taking your time 
and thanks for reading 
but this is my heart and it started speaking 
notice it's full of pain so take caution when proceeding 
everyday it's in pain
it never stops screaming 
my heart is real
Real as it gets and it's never betraying 
searching an reaching paradise is all its seeking
and for paradise it's all ways struggleing
the search has become hard cuz there's something missing 
so I came here asking for Allah's blessing 
searching for a rare garment so I can stop stressing 

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What I Am Looking For
whut am I looking for?
something we all adore
something worth dieing for
someone with a cure 
someone who helps the poor
someone you can't ignore
someone who's heart is pure
someone who's only aim in life...
is walking throe havens door 
rare like a desert flower in the midst of a desert war
a diamond to compleat that gold in store
my gem stone my paradise stepping stone  
she remembers Allah an her eyes are overflown 
drowns in a river when she crys alone
in a crowd she is unknown
the praying rug is her phone 
the Quran she loves to intone until she cry 
she's very shy she's the Appel of my eye 
she doesn't spy
she doesnt lie 
she lowers her gaze from every guy
her deen an sunnah she can't deny
she's not perfect but she always try
she's my lullaby
you think you qualify?
go head reply
Jump on the magic carpit pray an I'll make Shure you fly
But you have to Waite till my creditcard come by :-) lol

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Personal Information
My Citizenship
American
Country of Origin
Yemen
Willing to Relocate?
Locally
I am Looking to Marry
As soon as possible
My Income
25,000 - 50,000
Marital Status
Anulled
Would I like to have Children?
Yes
Do I have children?
No
My Living Arrangements?
I Live Alone
Country
Yemen
County/State
Aden
Distance
unknown
Appearance
My Height
1.68m (5' 6")
My Build
Athletic
My Hair Colour
Black
Colour of My Eyes
Brown
Do I Smoke?
No
Do I Have Any Disabilities?
No
Education
My Education Level
Prefer not to say
Subject I Studied
Language
My First Language
Arabic
My Second Language
English
Work
My Profession
Business
My Job Title
Religion
Religiousness
Religious
My Sect
Sunni
Hijab/Niqab
Beard
Prefer not to say
Are You a Revert?
No
Do You Keep Halal?
I Always Keep Halal
Do You Perform Salaah?
Usually