A Little Bit About Me
Ask me questions and you will find me to be brutally honest about myself inshallah. Let me begin by saying that I am not a very knowledgeable (Islamically speaking) or pious muslim at the moment, but I do offer the bare minimums that keep me within the folds of Islam. To name a few: I do not associate partners with Allah in any form (tangleble or intangible), I offer salah 5 times a day (and I have slept through Fajar so many times only to offer as soon as I wake up). I fast throughout the month of Ramadan, I give zakah , I am kind to my parents and all people regardless of their faith, and I can't think of anything good about myself. I just know the Do's and don'ts about Islam and am not a very knowledgable muslim when it comes to seeking knowledge about Deen. In a nutshell, my Iman is weak at the moment and I would really like all of that to change with the will, love, help, and mercy of Allah.I live in Texas. I was working as an Engineer but I quit my job to get a degree. I have 2 more years of professional education left. So, I am a student right now. I am Math tutor, which is how I make a living to support myself.
What I Am Looking For
I feel like an Alien who has crash landed on this planet and don't belong here. I feel like my Iman is too weak and I don't think I can get home (Jannah) by myself. I am looking for a wife, preferably a convert/revert, with whom I can study and learn the Deen together and do enough deeds that will get me home without facing any hardships in the grave or on the day of judgement inshallah.
Since I am not very knowledgeable about Islam, I can't be your teacher, but I am more than happy and willing for us to study and learn the Deen together so we can go home when our time is up here on this planet. I really don't care if you have any physcial deformities or even if you can't bear children. You don't have to be a knowledgeable muslimah for now. As long as you have the desire to learn together, I beleive we can figure things out along the way and get our selves home without being barbequed in hell inshallah.
Feel free to ask questions to your heart's content. If there is a question whose answer is irrelevant to our future and one that won't haunt us in the future, that I am not comfortable answering, I will let you know upfront, but I won't lie to you about it. Similarly, I just want to know just about enough about you to ensure that we can get home. I believe your past doesn't define you, unless there is something about your past that can come back to haunt us - that I would like to know. It's who you are right now and who you really want to be that really matters.