A Little Bit About Me
Please read thoroughly before requesting pictures, only if you feel you are compatible,
May Allah swt protect us all from a marriage without love and from a love without marriage, may He grant us all a righteous spouse who will benefit us in this life and the next. Ameen.
REVERT BROTHERS ARE PREFERABLE PLEASE. Must be a UK CITIZEN and ideally from England Manchester as this is my hometown. No one from abroad please.
I was previously married in 2010 for two short years and we did not have children in this time. It didn't work for numerous reasons but in the end it's kaddar Allah and just wasn't meant to be. Allah knows best.
I follow directly from the Quran and sunnah, myself and my family have never celebrated birthdays or milad and anything else that is not in the sunnah of our beloved prophet peace be upon him. I use to struggle with Fajar but Alhamdulilah I've improved massively and most days read tahajud as well. I have been to the house of Allah four times Alhamdulilah, twice for umrah and twice for Hajj. It was the most beautiful life changing experience and I hope to go again soon if Allah wills..
I do not deny the right that Allah has given to man for multiple wife's and I personally have nothing against it however I'm not interested in polygamy, I wouldn't even share my bar of chocolate let alone my husband! I do wear hijab, modest clothing and sometimes abaya, I've worn a scarf from a very young age and started wearing abaya in 2010, I'm not perfect but I do make small changes that are between me and Allah, I don't wear high heals mainly because I'm not comfortable in them, I do wear makeup outside the house so if this is a deal breaker for you please go no further as this is something I want to stop from the heart in my own time for the sake of Allah when I'm ready, I don't see myself wearing niqaab anytime soon. I do work in a mixed male orientated environment but I go there for work not to socialise. I use to understand the Arabic language when I was younger but since then have forgotten some of it as I do not speak it daily, so I intend to learn it as my dream is to open the book of Allah and understand it rather than reading through the translation. Im not hear to find a friend I'm here to find my soulmate who will lead me to jannah so if your intentions are otherwise please don't waste my time or yours with irrelevant messages, I'm very protective over my heart and carful with whom I emotionally invest in so please excuse me if I come across blunt and to the point.
I'm an undemanding person who really just appreciates the simple things in life, my loved ones and sisters say I'm kind hearted, selfless and mature (most of the time!) I have a big heart and I'm easy going. I'm not judgmental and dislike being around people who waste their time gossiping and generally just being negative. Life is too short and precious to waste on these kind of emotions. Speaking of emotions I'm definitely an emotional person!. (Not emotionally unstable just emotional lol) I'm not really good at expressing my feelings so my tears are the things my heart feels that my words can't express. I'm definitely an organised clean freak. I love baking( eating the bakes is the fun part!) I love nature and everything Allah swt has created. (Im definitely a crazy cat lady) I'm creative and a really deep thinker, I often sit in the garden and look up at the sky and my surroundings and just contemplate on life, everything Allah has created amazes me, the different colours and textures of rose petals, the detail in a single leaf, the way the clouds move in the sky, everything He has made with so much thought and detail so perfectly. I love reading and creative writing. From a very young age I've always been fascinated of how words can creat a picture in your mind, I'm outdoorsy and indoorsry lol, (not sure if that's an actual word?..'shrugs shoulders'...) my favourite season is autumn!.. I love long walks and seeing the streets with so many beautiful colours of the leaves. I find long walks really therapeutic. I'm a really good swimmer, I love the feeling of just floating and being weightless. I've been told I'm a good listener, If I had to pick a superpower it would be being able to fly!.
I like doing henna designs, I mostly do them at charity events or at open days at my local mosques. I was really involved in dawah events and help organise on the sisters side, although when I started working longer hours I haven't been as involved as I'd like to be. I'm easily pleased, I appreciate everything but mostly quality time. Gifts don't really flatter me, although if my future husband would like to treat me every now and then I wouldn't decline! Hehe...having said that I've worked hard for many years so if I need or want something I can get it for myself, what I'd like from my husband is his attention and time as this is something money cannot buy. Everyone loves nice things in life but I'm not materialistic, I know the difference between want and need so 90% of the time I don't spend my money on things I feel I don't need. ..I'm allergic to flowers so apart from hay fever tablets I don't have any health issues that require medication. I've put everything and everyone before me my whole life, my feelings and emotions have always come last and although there's nothing wrong with being selfless I've learnt over the years it's ok to be a bit selfish for you.
History fascinates me, I love learning about all things old from the Victorian and Viking times. from a young age my dad would take myself and my little brother to the Museum on Eid after prayer so I think that's where that stems from. I really want to start painting. I like creating something from nothing so me and a cuppa (I love tea) and a beautiful view with a blank canvas would be my ideal day. I have days where I like just being at home doing nothing and then there are other days where I want to do outdoorsy things and things that get your blood pumping, I'm up for trying new things and exploring new places and trying different food. I'll try anything once and as long as it's edible I'm not fussy and I definitely don't takes ages deciding what I want to eat when I'm out with friends (I love sushi). I definitely have a sweet tooth. I love all things chocolate of course, I'd share anything with my husband except dessert!
I do watch movies (not excessively) I'm guilty of having a Netflix account! I like wildlife programs, things about nature and planets, great British bake off! Baking programs and every now and then the odd movie( nothing inappropriate of course) if you haven't seen it yet I recommend you watch IP man or the last Samurai (martial art films) things that are deep with meaning so you get an idea of what I'm in to.....after my divorce I struggled with depression for a long time, depression isn't something you get over or that goes away one day, I think it's just something you learned to live with and get stronger and just deal with it better. When i was going through this big test I neglect a lot of things including my health and my imaan was low, as each day goes by I build myself and work towards being a better person and live a healthy lifestyle, health is really important to me and although I have a long way to go before I reach my desired body I workout and eat healthy (most of the time). I could write a book about myself so I'll have to stop here and if you made it this far well done!
p.s I’m a big Harry Potter fan, you don’t have to watch it but don’t judge me if I do ;)
What I Am Looking For
REVERT BROTHERS PREFERRED PLEASE (due to personal reasons) UNLESS YOU ARE NOT A REVERT AND PRACTICE THE DEEN AND DO NOT CONFUSE IT WITH CULTURE and have a good understanding not to confuse the two in marriage, jazakAllah khair. I want a husband who will give me my Islamic right as a wife and help me to strive to be a good partner not only in this life but in Jannah as well. I would like someone who has the same goals in life as me and who knows how to live a balanced life style and also prepare for the Akhira. I want a partner who strives to learn about Islam and puts actions in to practice. I don't just want a husband but someone who will be my companion for life and would always be there for me and support me and would want what is best for me in this life and in Jannah inshallah.