A Little Bit About Me
Asalamu alaikum warahmatulahi wabaraktuh
First thing I'm blessed to be a mom of one now if that doesn't make you run then that's awesome
I'm old fashioned/modern kinda girl,you know like having dinner at the table talking rather than sitting on the sofas watching tv while eating. I'm not a materialistic person not to say I don't like nice things but I appreciate the small gestures because I know that person put a lot of thought into it.
I'm very family oriented,love spending time with my family and those close to me, I would do anything just to make sure they are good
I'm kind hearted,god fearing and a deep thinker I think life experiences have thought me a thing or two,also having been married before I'm not as naive as before I mean when I took my Deen serious I was about 18 and I was just wanting to get married so I thought boom if the brother has a beard and a thobe he must be on his Deen of course now I know that is not the case always.i always say Alhamdulilah because what doesn't kill you makes you stronger so now the second time around I'm more knowledgeable to what I want and not to judge a book by it's cover if you know what I mean
I'm a open book,turn me one page at a time to unravel my story.
What I Am Looking For
I am praying for that special someone that God has planned for my life. Whether God places this special man in my life next week or in 20 years, I am going to be praying for him. I pray for the man that seeks God and His guidance. I just can't imagine being with someone who doesn't love God as much as I do. Honestly, I've decided that from this point on, I am going to let God guide my footsteps. I refuse to worry about all that is wrong with me when I should just be praying for the man God has in store for me.
Woman my age have been blinded to what a good husband is and what a potential husband really looks like. I pray for the man who prays before each meal and thanks God for his simple blessings. I don't want to end up settling for less-I know what I deserve and I know that God has a plan. The husband I pray for is the man I want my daughters looking up to and being proud to have as a father,if Allah blesses me with daughters in sha Allah
I pray that my husband is humble. I pray that my husband makes strangers feel his loving presence and know that God is present in his life. I pray that my husband wants the same things I do, like 15 children- just kidding. But, I do pray that he has a sense of humor and that he understands my need for laughter and sunshine in my life. I pray that my husband seeks His lord during hard times and understands when the answer to his prayers are no. I hope my husband understands that no matter what, God has a plan and an answer, even if it isn't what he wants. I want my husband to be understanding of my needs and what I want out of life.
I want my husband to encourage me and my decisions. I want my husband to be the man that my children know is praying for them. I want my husband to have a loving and sincere heart. I pray that the man I am going to marry is praying for me, just like I'm praying for him.